Chapter 55
RAYA’S POV
As the days went by, my heart grew heavier and heavier. The walls of my room felt like they were closing in on me, checking the door to make sure it was locked. I was trapped, and there seemed to be no way out.
and I found myself constantly
1 had never felt so alone in my life. Even when I was surrounded by pack members, I felt like an outsider. Asher and Caden had made it clear that they wanted nothing to do with me, and I couldn’t help but wonder why they wouldn’t let me go then.
I tried to talk to them, to make some sort of connection, but it was no use. They were like two impenetrable walls, keeping me at arm’s length. And so. I found myself retreating further and further into myself.
It was a dark and lonely place, and I didn’t know how much longer I could take it. The thought of escaping crossed my mind more than once, but i knew it was foolish. Where would I go? What would I do! I was a human in a world of werewolves, and I was completely out of my depth.
But still, the thought lingered, like a persistent itch at the back of my mind. I couldn’t shake it, no matter how hard I tried.
I spent almost the whole time reading and being locked up, only able to see the Oack through my window or on occasions when Caden came to take me out for a walk or two. Things weren’t getting any better, not one bit.
It was a small comfort, but it gave me something to focus on. Something to distract me from the constant ache in my chest. And who knows, maybe someday, it would lead me to a way out.
I have to admit that the thought of leaving the Park, of escaping from Asher and Caden and their coldness, has been creeping up on me more and more often. I know it sounds like a stupid idea, and maybe it is. Where would I got What would I do! I don’t even know how to get out of this place.
But hope springs eternal, and I find myself drawn to the idea of escaping on the night of the blood moon. It’s a special day for the Pack, a time to celebrate the Moon goddess and the bonds between wolves and their mates. Everyone will be caught up in the festivities, and maybe I’ll be able to slip away unnoticed.
I’ve been studying the map, trying to figure out the best route to take. It’s not easy, because the territory is vast and unfamiliar to me. But I’ve marked out some key landmarks and made note of which paths are likely to be the least traveled.
I know that there are dangers in trying to escape. The Pack is not likely to let me go without a fight, and there are all sorts of hazards in the wilderness beyond their borders. But I can’t stay here any longer. I feel so alone and trapped, like I don’t belong anywhere.
I try to push the thought of escape to the back of my mind, but it keeps resurfacing. Sometimes I even catch myself daydreaming about what it would be like to be free, to live without the constant fear and anxiety that have become my constant companions.
Maybe it’s just a pipe dream, but for now, it’s the only thing that gives me a glimmer of hope. And so I cling to it, and pray that maybe, just maybe. I’ll be able to make it a reality.
I slowly open my eyes, feeling disoriented for a moment before realizing that Caden is standing right beside me. My heart jumps into my throat as I jerk up from the bed, startled by his sudden presence. He’s staring down at me with a scowl on his face, and I can feel my body tensing up in
response.
“Did you tell the guard that you want to see Alpha Asher? Caden asks, his voice low and menacing
I nod my head, feeling too tired to come up with a coherent response. It’s been a few days since I last slept well, and I can feel the exhaustion weighing me down like a lead blanket.
Caden’s scowl deepens, and I can feel myself shrinking back in fear. “Why do you want to see him?” he demands, his voice cold and distant.
I hesitate for a moment, not sure if I should tell him the truth. But then I remind myself that it’s none of his business. “It’s personal, I finally say, my voice coming out stronger than I expected.
in down
Caden’s expression hardens, and I can see his muscles tensing up beneath his clothes. “Mind your tone,” he growls, and I can feel a shiver run my spine.
I nod quickly, not wanting to provoke him any further. I watch as he turns around and starts to walk towards the door, motioning for me to follow him. My heart is pounding in my chest as I get up from the bed and follow him out of the room, wondering what Asher wants to see me about
As we walk down the dimly lit hallway, I can feel the weight of Caden’s disapproval pressing down on me like a physical force. I try to ignore it and focus on pulling one foot in from of the other, but it’s hard when I can feel his cold gaze on the back of my neck.
Finally, we reach the end of the hallway and step out into the cool night air. The moon is full and bright, casting long shadows on the ground. I can see Caden’s silhouette ahead of me, and I hurry to catch up
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Chapter 55
As Caden leads me through another twisting corridor of the Packhouse, I can’t help but feel a growing sense of unease. I’m not sure what Alpha Asher wants with me, and I can’t help but worry that it’s something bad. I try to push those thoughts aside as we approach his office.
When we enter, I’m struck by how different he looks. His once–short mustache has been left to grow wild, curling around the corners of his mouth. His hair is also longer than usual, almost down to his shoulders. I can’t help but stare for a moment, wondering what could have prompted this change
“Sit,” he says, gesturing to a chair across from him. His voice is different too, deeper and more commanding than before.
I sit down, trying to ignore the nagging feeling of discomfort in my gut. I can’t shake the feeling that something is off about this whole situation.
“Tell me,” Asher says, his eyes locked onto mine. “Why did you want to see me?”
I hesitate for a moment, unsure of how to answer. For a moment I felt like breaking down and crying there but I didn’t want anyone see me break down. I couldn’t bear it. It was so weighty that I didn’t know what to say for a moment. It was when Asher called me back that I realized i had been staring vacantly into space the whole time.
Startk that I realized i had been staring vacantly into space the whole time.
